There have only been a few times when I have written about those moments. The moments when you look at your child and want to scream. If you have never had one of these moments, then please email me and tell me your secret. I try to be understanding. For examples, I know it stinks when I have a tooth ache and so I try to understand what it would be like to have 4 teeth coming in and I try to understand what it would be like to have ear infections and food allergies-well I have food allergies but not ear infections. I try to understand what it would be like if I could not express in words my thoughts and fears BUT SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO SCREAM. THE LAST TWO DAYS HAVE BEEN NON-STOP FUSSING AND TANTRUMS AND FUSSING AND TANTRUMS WITH LITTLE SLEEP. UGH!!The other day I actually needed to put him down and breathe and walk out of the room. It is just so much at times. I do know why. I have nowhere to be except with my kid but sometimes the constant screaming and toddler attitude gets to me.I know I deprived of sleep and I know I need some in such a bad way-just one night where I could sleep at least 5 hours straight. Well that is enough of my boo hoo.At least I have you guys who listen and understand. Thanks.
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