I don’t really have a title this evening because so many things are going on in my head. I am running on empty due to lack of sleep and a kid with ear infections. I feel manic. But I also just got my period for the 2nd time since Max was born. And my first cycle was 36 days. I know some women are irregular after getting it again but come on 36 days. I know that you may be wondering why I am complaining but I feel wacky and I know it is the hormones.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————-I was having one of those days where I actually wanted to kill people and especially my husband for no reason except the fact that he does not speak Woman Language. I was trying to explain something to him and he kept asking questions. ARF..that pisses me off.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————-I decided to take Max to an Ear, Nose and Throat specialist to look at his ears. I have tried EVERYTHING for his ears and nothing seems to be working. It kills me to watch him in pain. I am not saying we are going to do Tubes but I at least want to know about the procedure.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————-I just feel like a cranky bitch but I am trying to be understanding and tell myself that lack of sleep with do it and I am craving CHOCOLATE since I was eating it everyday while we were away. I just want to go and sit on the couch for a few days and watch bad movies, eat popcorn, drink soda, eat chocolate and ice cream but I have to remember that the days of being single are over. I guess I should be grateful for my life now and how busy and full it is but sometimes I just want to be left alone.
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