So we are thinking about having another baby and I just wanted to sere if other moms feel the way I do.
1. I would love to have another baby but I am scared. I am scared that I am not going to be able to be a good mom to 2.
2. I am scared to get fat again. I am finally down to my pre-prego weight (shy of 2 pounds) and I cannot imagine doing the weight loss thing again.
3. But-Max is a pleasure and my life feels so full because of my son.
4. I am nervous about Max not having enough time with me and then having another baby.
5. I am nervous that I cannot love another child as much as I love Max.
6. I am nervous that I will just plain be a bad mom because I will be so tired.
7. I am nervous that Max will never sleep through the night and so I am nervous that 2 babies up in the middle of the night with leave me with no sleep.
8. But I would love to have another baby and I know fears are just fears and they are not real. But they feel real.
9. I hope I am not alone.
10. I hope some women that have 2 babies can comment. I know there are tons of women with more than 2 but I figured that I would be honest with my feelings.
But, look at this picture, and tell me that you would not want to have 10 of these? See why my job is so hard?
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