This is a complicated topic for me on so many levels.
One, I love nursing. I love that Max and I share something that is so special. I look forward to our mornings lying down on a bed and nursing side by side. I love the way his hand tickles my belly. It takes me breath away.
Two- Physically I have not been feeling well for almost 3 months and I am wondering I am just worn down. I am wonderfing if not nursing would help me to get better.
Three- I tried to stop nursinf for 2 days and the boobs were hurting so bad!!! I was squirting milk everywhere just to release them.
Four- I was not prepared for the emotions-the sadness, fear and anger..etc..
So I have decided not to make a decision. I will continue to nurse and see what happens.
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