A few days ago Cecily, here, posted about not blogging so much. I too just feel boring. There are times that I feel like I have so much to say about Max or about being a Mom but then, bam, I am hit with the
“Is she kidding me that she is making us read this crap?” So then I realized and remembered why I started this blog, For Max. I wanted to be able to remember the journey to Motherhood and Womanhood. I have learned so much about myself as a wife, mother, friend and daughter.
Years ago my mom and I went to Hawaii. We were driving in the jeep and listening to Crosby Stills Nash & Young , Teach Your Children and she turned to me and said, ” I would walk over water for you. I would walk through fire for you.”
She was crying. I wanted to cry too but at that time in my life, I had trouble showing that is meant so much to me. Years later, now a mother, I know what she meant when she said that to me. So I guess this blog is a way that I can journal my life for both myself and for Max. I have also been so lucky to find some wonderful woman who are on the same journey as well.
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