Well Max is feeling better..not totally well but better. I am putting Hylands homeopathic ear drops and garlic oil drops in his ears. He smells like a steak. lol
I have to go for another blood test tomorrow for the Lyme’s diease stuff. Hopefully I do not have it.
Tonight I was rocking Max to sleep remembering when he was so little and how I felt like I knew nothing about being a mom. Of course I knew how to love and nuture but I did not KNOW. Today I feel like I KNOW..I feel like I know what he needs and wants..of course, there are the times that I feel liuke I know nothing but they do not happen as much as they did in the early days. It is a great feeling to know my child.
Max has been snuggling up and putting his head on my shoulder when I rock him..as always..I melt.
Being a mom is like nothing else in the world. To me, Max is the cutest baby ever..especially with Cherrios on his nose and cheek.
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