Here are pictures from my time at the Park with Max. It was so much and just like me he likes the swing to go fast. Max really loves watching other children play. He is also really sweet with other kids and so I can only imagine that having two small dogs has helped. He plays so nicely with Stan & Esther. Although he gets so excited that he can start to pull Esthers ear, tail and even tried to eat hjer leg. Of course Stan is not patient enough to let Max get to this stage with him. I always tell Esther that the baby is doing his best to be gentle because she gives me that look this..Oh come on Mom..tell him ot be nicer. But she gets it and she never puts up a fuss when he pulls or grabs or tries to eat her ear.
As for Stan, he is getting knee surgery today. Poor guy. He has been hurt about every 2 to 3 weeks and surgery was the only way. I am sure we will have our hands full when he gets home but that is life..or at lerast I am realizing that is life..stuff happens.
About my relationship…when I get stressed, which is often..hey I am JEWISH..but anyway, when I get stressed I stopped talking to my hubby and my support system. A very OLD way of handling stuff takes over and I just get quiet. I just hold on tight. I just don’t breathe ands then I start to think my life is falling apart. I become a crazy woman. I speed up..get more anxious and then create drama in my life to get attention. Oh boy, it is so childish and yes childish is when this started. But my hubby is great because he won’t put up with it. He will put up with me being a grown up and telling him what is going on in my head. So for today, I am going to try and grow up instead of being a BRAT. We talked alst nigth and I actually feel so much better. Marriage, Mommyhood and life takes work but what options do we have? None because I want to enjoy life instead of bitchin.
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