Ever get totally stressed and then you go nutty in the kitchen?

I made 2 batches of home made protein bars for Scott. Ingredients were:

Oats
Millet Flour
Soy Flour
Brown Rice Syrup
Pumpkin
Carrots
Raisins
1 Egg (1 batch with and 1 without)
Cinnamon

Then I made a soup for me. Ingredients were:

Veggie Stock
Kombu, which is this
Azuki Beans
Lentils
Celery
Butternut Squash

It was so yummy.

I also had a good cry this am and my hubby is great..he just listened and did not offer an advice. He did say that it would take time and he is right.

I took a drive down to Essene Market, here , and bought a new Juicer and picked up our box of wheat grass. I also had some lunch. Then I went to see my best girlfriend and did some gabbing, which made everything feel ok again. Max slept on the way home and well, I felt normal. It is going to take time and I just can’t go and create it in 2 weeks, which is what I thought I could do. Yeah Superwoman Syndrome.

So I have been MIA because I am just feeling overwhelmed from the Move. I know we mde the right decision to move but it all feels like too much. I DO NOT DO CHANGE VERY WELL. I know it will take time to get used to my new surroundings but I just hate feeling this way. I hate feeling off. I know it will pass and I know I have tons of people around me to support me but my personality is that I do not like to depend on people..yeah this clearly does not work but it is who I am.

I have worked hard to reach out to people and I have gotten so much better but I still am an Aries Ram-strong willed and bull headed. I am hoping that the old me-the one who laughs and appreciates the good in life will come back soon.

This is how I feel. What? Where? When?

I am hoping that Max’s mid morning party at 2 am is going to end soon. The last 2 nights have not been good for sleep in this house. I know he was REALLY gassy on both nights and so it keeps him up. Luckily, I felt pretty rested from the night befpre and so I am doing ok. I am sure trying all these new foods is not easy on his tummy. He either has no reaction or he will be gassy with no pooping for hours. Like I said, I have a sensitive tummy as well so I understand. I am going to keep it real simple with him when it comes to introducing foods.

I am sorry I have been MIA. I worked yesterday and just did not have the energy to post last night plus we watched Hells’ Kitchen on our DVR.